This Friday I'll be bringing you a longer excerpt of my newest release; Fearful Cravings. I hope you enjoy it. It's not the rough, non-consent that readers know I love to write, but I think it's as intense as my other work. I've tried to write an erotic romance, but still raw, rough with lots of passion and hot sex. Relationships don't have to be about soft lovemaking in the candlelight. They can be about restraints and exploring limits.
Here's an excerpt:
The cabby turned and rapped on the plastic partition, “Miss? Is this your stop, or did you want me to take you somewhere else?”
She'd been sitting there staring up at her building for some time, long enough for the cabdriver to wonder if she was all right. She threw some bills at him without looking at the meter. As she got to the glass doors, she became aware of a couple walking towards the building as well. She pushed the door open so as not to be rude, but didn't raise her eyes. She was completely lost in her own world. She pushed the button for the elevator and stared at the closed doors while waiting.
There were murmurings behind her and the very audible sounds of muffled moans. Chloe closed her eyes willing the elevator to hurry. She contemplated taking the stairs, but she was too drained to think about climbing them.
The elevator dinged. Chloe twitched, hurried inside. She kept her head down, jammed her floor button and stepped back from the panel. Another hand hit the button for the floor above hers. She flicked her gaze to the couple finally. It was him. He gave her that crooked smile and nodded to her. Chloe nodded back and concentrated on not staring. She watched the indicator lights over the doors. This elevator was notoriously slow but tonight seemed to be moving at a snail's pace.
Sudden motion brought her attention back to her neighbor and his date; the same woman as last time. He'd spun her around so she was facing Chloe, pinned her arms at the small of her back and was kissing her neck. The woman closed her eyes and whimpered; a sound filled with mixed emotions. To Chloe, it sounded like a little bit of fear or reluctance mixed in with the arousal.
He whispered against her ear, “Open your eyes. Don't be rude when we have an audience.”
The woman's face was full of pink color. She was embarrassed but there was more. She murmured, “Yes, Sir.”
Chloe was fascinated. She couldn't stop staring if she tried, and she didn't try. His face was cold, arrogant but full of amusement and arousal.
With one hand holding the woman's arms pinned, the other was groping and digging into her breasts. When he was sure he had Chloe's attention, he tugged the dress down. Both Chloe and the woman gasped as one. The woman had round, firm breasts. They were fairly large with hard, pink nipples. Chloe watched him pinching and twisting those nipples while murmuring into the woman's ear. Chloe couldn't hear what was said. She leaned forward, straining to hear what he would whisper into the ear of the woman he just exposed to a stranger in the elevator.
“Do you want her to touch you? What you would do to please me? Would you get on your knees and suck me in this elevator in front of our audience? Tell me.”
Chloe's breathing was as erratic as the woman he was touching. The woman nodded, but he slid groping hands from her breasts to her neck, holding her neck lightly, he angled her head back and to the side. Her back arched, her breasts thrust out obscenely in front of her. His voice was loud enough for Chloe to hear. She was paying rapt attention, leaning forward when she really didn't have to. His voice was louder, meant to include them both in the conversation.
“Say it out loud, my pet. Tell my neighbor how you would crawl on your hands and knees all the way into my apartment to get a taste of me.”
The woman's whole body shuddered, and she whispered, “Please...”
He laughed, and released her arms but not her neck, to pinch her nipple hard. “Say it.”
His voice was controlled and sure. He knew she'd cave and give him exactly what he wanted. He was so confident. Suddenly, Chloe knew the woman had indeed crawled to his apartment. Chloe was stunned.
The woman's voice when it finally emerged was scratchy and a sob wasn't far away, it leaked into her words, “I would, Sir. I'd suck you right here in this elevator. I'd crawl after you into your apartment for the taste of your cock in my mouth.”
Chloe's panting was mixed with the woman's noises, so she wasn't even aware of it until the elevator dinged at the fifth floor, and the doors opened. Flustered, Chloe broke eye contact and hurried out of the elevator. She hesitated, though she was unsure why. She took a few steps then turned back to the couple. He had spun the woman around and pushed her to her knees. Her breasts were still exposed as she knelt in front of him. He winked at Chloe as the doors slid shut blocking the view.